Being Alone

It's so hard to fathom,
Why none are here now.
Every sign of love I see in others,
Feels like murder inside of me.
Friends come to fill the gap,
But soon leave me...
Being Alone.

Daily I ponder if this is my fate to be,
To sit on a bench as...
Lifeless, Alone, Sad, and with no one beside me.

I'm not really alone because God is with me,
But sometimes I feel as if he too is gone from me.
But really whatever I may think it is me away from him.

The little signs of happiness make me feel so free,
But at the end of the day the feeling is the same....
Of Being all Alone.....